Julien Baker: Kind Soul, Dark Words

May 26, 2016 - fall Denim

Julien Baker wanted to abate a mood. The 20-year-old singer, who writes painfully pleasing songs on self-harm, loneliness, and loss, was about median by a sold-out uncover during New York’s Bowery Ballroom final month when she paused for a joke: a quick, devious regard about how bizarre it felt for someone her age to sing such forbidding song for a extremely comparison audience. A few of a 500 fans in assemblage laughed, clearly relieved during this mangle in a strenuous vibe of existential gloom. Then Baker returned to ripping out everyone’s hearts.

Baker’s debut, Sprained Ankle, came out final year, shortly after she started her sophomore year during Middle Tennessee State University, majoring in novel with minors in Spanish and education. The manuscript fast won intense reviews from NPR and a New York Times, and when we met Baker in Jan before another gig during New York’s Mercury Lounge, she was deliberation withdrawal propagandize to pursue her unexpected blossoming song career. “When summer is over, we will reassess where we am,” she told me then. By a time we held adult this spring, she had motionless on a full-time mangle from college. “I wish to be means to concentration on doing song as prolonged as we can,” she says. Her furloughed report now runs by a rest of a year.

Baker was lifted in a suburbs of Memphis, Tennessee, where as a preteen she would hide off to use Fall Out Boy songs on her father’s guitar. “I remember we wasn’t authorised to listen to American Idiot [because] it pronounced a f-word,” Baker says. “So we went over to my friend’s residence down a street, and we would personally listen.” Soon she was going to a internal movement park for shows by a Christian metalcore act Underoath, listening to The Devil Wears Prada, and removing low into screamo — startling influences if we cruise of her as an successor to Elliott Smith, though not if we cruise a mostly harrowing romantic power she shares with those bands.

The aspect of Baker’s song shows copiousness of personal agonise and devout doubt, though her Christian faith runs low underneath it. “I was lifted in church, as we feel like anybody from a South is,” she says. “Then, when we was in youth high, we had this duration of my life where we stopped going.” That mangle came around a same time as a teenage piece abuse that she references in her songs (“Lock all a cabinets, send me to bed / ’Cause we know you’re still disturbed I’m gonna get scared,” she sings on one Sprained Ankle highlight). Baker eventually returned to church once she found one that offering a some-more usurpation and welcoming community. “I adore Jesus,” she tells me. “I go to request before sets. But we speak about doubt in my songs since we feel like it’s a lot some-more useful.”

Baker expelled Sprained Ankle on Bandcamp in a winter of 2015, promotion it with a elementary note on her Facebook page — “It was 3 bucks,” she recalls — before 6131 Records, a tiny eccentric label, offering to rerelease it final October. Now this manuscript of songs that she wrote in her initial year of college is reaching audiences she never suspicion would hear them. “I design kids my age in denim jackets to like it,” she says. “I don’t design 40-year-old women to like it — though there was a mom with dual kids who came adult to me and she was like, ‘I adore your record.’”

Before her Bowery Ballroom show, Baker mentioned her astonishment during a approach kids in a throng during her prior stop in Boston had sung along with any self-loathing verse from Sprained Ankle — a acquire sign of a kind of low-pitched village she grew adult in, full of suburban kids singing along with lyrics that resonated with their possess paltry or impracticable pain. “I used to let a parking lot swallow me adult / Choking your tires and kicking adult dirt / Asking aloud, ‘Why are we leaving?’ / But a cement won’t answer me,” she sang toward a finish of that Bowery show. Even her difference of futility came with a spirit of hope.

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